adoi, penatttt sangat duduk sini, penat, stress, fed up, semuaaa lahh.. so, this is what i will get thru for this week..
monday - class from 8 to 2.20 non stop | lab practical chemistry | preparation for international fair (the whole evening) | i have 2 discussions at night, maths and english, at the same time!
tuesday - class from 8 to 2.20 | lab reports to be submitted, 20 pages, handwritten! | 3 pm, biology standardise test (gilaaa susah nak mati) | 4 till 7, cooking competition for international fair | 8.30 pm, chemistry extra class
wednesday - class from 8 to 12.30 | evening, cultural performance and closing ceremony for international fair | group discussion at night
thursday - class from 8 to 2.20 | maths remedial class from 3 to 4.30 | clash dengan meeting with MARA officer at 4 pm | ceramah agama at 8 pm | meeting with company at 9 something
friday - class from 8 to 12.30 | usrah till 1.30 | softball from 2 until 8pm
saturday - jabatan pertahanan awam punye program for the whole morning
okay, sekarang, semua tolong tadah tangan, doa semoga saya, nurul nadhirah tidak menjadi zombie yang tegar.. hahaha.. ya allah! kuatkan lah hamba-Mu ini..
betul, along sangat busy, sangat sangat sangat, sampaikan boleh buat homework pun pukul 12 malam ke atas, and end up sleeping at 5 am almost everyday! my eyes are like a panda, i am like a zombie, dragging myself into this IB thing.. makan tak cukup, tidur tak cukup, rasarasa la kann, lepas dua tahun, apa yang jadi dgn fizikal saya? tinggal skeleton je maybe? ni semua along kuatkan semangat sebab nakkkkkk sangat jadi doctor, but somehow i feel like giving up.. i don't know why.. hurmm.. maybe sbb frust dengan result exam maths that day.. i got 50 % while there are chinese students 100% and teacher keep comparing us! demotivating gilaaa...
IB exam sem 1 in one month, pray for me to be strong, to gain my confidence again and get thru all this.. semuaaa nak hantar along kat klia nanti kannn? :)
lots of love, along nadhirah




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